During the past few months when i felt so sad, depressed, rejected and taken for granted, i didn't know what to do, who to talk to and how to ease the pain. I am not used to sharing my inner emotions and/or anxiety to other people so as not to ruin other people's happy disposition. A lot of people think that i always have these happy-go-lucky and outgoing personality. What they don't know is that i also have my serious, sensible part of me. :)
We often judged people by the way they look, they talk, the way they live their lives, or with who they hang out with. I think that this is the kind of thinking that we need to change. A.S.A.P.
As for me, my friends admitted that at first they think i am mataray (snob), bad influence, maldita, and worst, bitch. Well, sometimes, yes. That all depends on who i get to interact with. We all have our inner bitch and it depends in the situation and person who provoked us to unleashed it.
There was a point in my life when a lot of things have been said about me. Lies, exaggerations, and bitterness were thrown at me. I cried because i know these were not true at all, but then again, i realized that no one knows me better than myself so why waste time fretting about this nonsense issues. I may not be perfect and i ain't aiming for perfections. Like what a friend told me, if you are perfect then you'll die early. >:)
Fireworks by Katy Perry, is a good song to listen to whenever you feel like people are looking down at you or if there are people who are pulling you down. It sends message of encouragement and boost self confidence. Below is the lyrics of the song, Fireworks.